SO RECENTLY, I THOUGHT THAT I WAS PREGNANT. I missed my TOM, and started having "symptoms". Unfortunately what was ended a few days ago. we were so excited about the possibility too.....
So I a researching and if anyone has ideas or knows what I am talking about: message me!
I seemingly can get pregnant (Sept. 05, Jan. 07, Aug, 07, Jan. 09) but every time, I carry the baby for a less amount of time.....like in 05, I believe I lost that on in Sept. 05. in Jan. 07 I made it almost 3 months, lost w… Continue

Hi there, my name is Sonja.

My battle with IF is not what you would typically expect.

I'm 25, not married, not ready for kids.

However, a year ago I had a hysterectomy for adenomyosis and ever since then I have been dealing with the fact that I am unable to conceive.

There's no way I could be a mom right now, I'm trying to rebuild my life after 8+ years of endo and adeno battles. With that said, however, my infertility is something I am trying to cope with on a daily basis.

I never got to t… Continue

I want to have an abundance of joy when my friends announce their pregnancies, but honestly I am jealous. I try to hide my feelings deeper and deeper. If I cannot have a baby myself, I want nothing to do with children. Perhaps that is my bitterness talking, honestly I wouldn't want to be friends with me, having an attitude like that. I just need my pregnant/mommy friends to understand a few things. First of all, I am not a fragile doll, I will not break if you tell me your happy news. However, p… Continue

There is always that fear lurking at the back of your mind the minute you learn of your next pregnancy (if you have had more than one miscarriage, then this for many will be familiar) - mixed feelings often set in, as you find yourself swinging from one side of the pendulum to the other. Happiness and joy at the prospect of carrying to full-term a healthy baby, versus the cramping pains that plague your mind and body the minute they kick in, knowing that the inevitable has you in it's clutches,… Continue

'Round 4' has begun!

I am currently ovulating and soon I'll be on my first 2ww of 2009!

I'm actually feeling more relaxed and positive than I thought I would be. I feel excited about trying again and am trying not to worry too much about the inevitable anxiety of being pregnant again.

I know feeling relaxed and being positive won't make the difference between miscarriage or not, but surely it's better than constantly worrying and being negative?

I have to believe this will happen for… Continue